Tightening a Mother-Daughter Relationship

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As a working mom, I should realize that I might have limited time with my little daughter, which often make me blame myself of an unintended situation between me and her. However, a  regret would not change it unless I do something matter. It then pushes me to gradually deal with my ego, which previously make me always sad when my daughter preferred to be with my mom rather than me. Although I am conscious that my melancholy is a natural emotion of a mother, this must be relaxed. And now, I am still trying to enhance the relationship.

First and foremost, finding the right time to be with her has been a proven way. For example, in the last lebaran holiday, I decided to have quality time with my daughter as I started my course break by allowing my mom visit my sister in Pekanbaru earlier. The result is that she became reliant to me, so it eased my next journey to Bengkulu when there would be only me, my husband and her, without my mom.

Another good way to tighten the bond is spending my time to play with her, which do not need to go to some places, instead, staying at home during the weekend will be more effective. Sometimes, going out could reduce the boredom, but it would also lead to distracting your child's attention. Indeed, children would only be focused to what he/she sees in malls, for example, rather than to the parents. In contrast, when I was staying and playing just at home, we could have a more intensive conversation in addition to some games we played together.

Lastly, it was bedtime session, which I can use to easily talk to her about anything, let's say, how to pray before going to sleep. Meanwhile, touching her forehead and caressing her hair during that time would make her comfort and thus she would fall asleep simply.

Thank you my daughter for teaching me how to deal with myself, be patient and remember me that you are the most important present in my life. Hopefully, there will be better situation in the future that we as a family will have more time being closely together.

Bengkulu for the Lebaran Holiday

Being our routines in the last four years, we go to Bengkulu during this Lebaran holiday. Differently, my husband only took three days work leave whereas I was luckily given the two-week break from the course so I could use my work leave deposit in other occasions. Therefore, I started the holiday earlier and had time with my daughter while my mom went to Pekanbaru to visit her other grandchild. 

We went to Bengkulu on Thursday morning, early morning to be exact since we had to leave our house at 5 a.m. to reach soekarno-hatta airport. Initially, I planned to have more time to spend there and feed my child for her breakfast before the boarding time. Unfortunately, there was a long queue at check-in process and so we finished that lately. It resulted in an unfinished breakfast for Kiki as we only had around 30 minutes before the airline called us. Alhamdulillah, the flight was on-schedule although we had to wait to take off due to the heavy air-traffic. Similarly, the flight was also enjoyable as three of us could fall asleep during that flight hihihi. Arriving in Bengkulu at 10 a.m., my in-laws were already there in the airport to pick us up. After finishing with our luggage, we met them.

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the Lebaran Day

The day is just a day after we arrived in Bengkulu. That's why when we touched down at oma-opa's house, there were so many foods available, from any kinds of snacks and pempek to the food that usually prepared for lebaran day, such as lontong, gulai, etc.

Early in the morning at the day, we all prepared to go to the Ied praying place, which is quite close to the house but as we are in a hurry, we needed to go by car. I prepared Kiki's stuffs that keeping her calm during my praying activity. I also brought her mukena in case she wanted to wear that as all of the people going there would wear that. Alhamdulillah she stayed nice during the time and then we went back to the house afterwards.We then had our breakfast before visiting our relatives. We went to my parents in law' sister then to their extended family. At 12 we had finished doing those activities.

Surprisingly, she was pretty calm during my pray :)

Going to Lais Region

At the day after, we planned to go to Lais Region, which is around 1 hour drive from Bengkulu city. Unlike our initial plan, we went lately because we have to wait other family members who wanted to join us. Kiki fell a sleep during the journey, but woke up before we reached Lais. After arriving at Lais, she told me wanna have a pee...oh  my there was no toilet as we were in a village where the grave of my hubby's grandpa is in. Suddenly, I just decided to go to one house and ask the owner whether we can use their toilet hehe, and they allowed us...many thanks. We then went back to Bengkulu and had a short break seeing Lais beach.

Beaching at Pantai Panjang

Pantai Panjang is the most prominent landmark in Bengkulu, where most people spend their free time. Indeed, in each visit to this city, me and my family always go there. To be honest, this beach is even better than those in Bali, for example, because of the white sand, the cleanliness, and is also far less crowded compared to Bali's.

And, in this occasion, again we visited Pantai Panjang since Kinanthi loves going to beach. Just like the previous, she didn't want to end and go home, ha ha ha. Going there at 5 p.m., at that moment we simply enjoyed the waves, the sand and absolutely the beautiful sunset.  

Looks good yeah :P

Going Back to Jakarta
After spending almost 10 days in Bengkulu, we should go back to Jakarta, back to the reality, with the crowd and the traffic jam we never met during our stay in Bengkulu, but I think it was exciting for Kinanthi because she will see Uti again he he he.

a Book Review: "Dear Venny, Dear Saffron" by Gary Crew and Libby Hathorn

Image is taken from www.brotherhoodbooks.org.au

This is a romantic novel authored by two Australians. Although simple, this book is interesting regarding the plot, the character of the figures, and also the way the authors use to present the story. Overall, I would recommend this book, especially for those who are in favor of such genre and need an easy novel to be digested.

The story begins when Venny (Venero Merlo's nickname), a 16 years old Australian boy, has to send mail to Saffron Duval, a pen friend to be, as part of English course accomplishment. Initially, he views it as a silly task but it changes as time goes by. 

Saffron, who base in New York, is an orphaned girl living with her aunt named Beatrice. She has a rollercoaster life since her parents were dead, and she thus has to follow her aunt. She does a home-schooling due to her unsuccessful school days with some jerk mates who ruin her physiologically. On the other hand, Venny coming from a well family in Australia is a cheerful person who then starts a career in modeling before a physical accident comes up and changes his life since then. It is not a coincidence that Saffron loves art painting and similarly Venny then realize his talent in sculpture.

After a long journey of becoming penpals with almost  three-year shares of ups and downs in each other's personal lives, they realize that it has been a start of a love story, although they have never met yet. At that time, Venny admits that he loves Saffron, who give a similar response. Long story short, even though separated by continents and oceans, Venny make a promise to visit Saffron one day, and he is working thereon.

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P.S. Thanks to Barbara, who recommended this novel as I used to be bored with reading activity. 

AAS45m1 Class

This one has been my second home for the last two months and will be continued until the next two months, which means we almost reached half of this course. We are fourteen people with a similarity in our major to be taken in the next study. We are under a general economics course, while I particularly plan to take master's degree in taxation, still closely related apparently. We have Simon Hotchkiss as our core teacher, Barbara Wiechecki as our cross-cultural instructor, Simone Samuels as study skill specialist,

Rina Dewanti as our library instructor and also Dedy Satriadhi as the computer-class instructor. Fortunately, we all are government officials with a range of institutions, such as State Audit Board, Directorate General of Taxes, LIPI, State University, also Echelon I under the Ministry of Finance.

at Our Munggahan Moment, before Starting the Holy Ramadhan

I, personally feel so thankful of having this class with good teachers which are beyond my expectation, as well as friends who always share joy, happiness also assignments (pfiuhhh) together. In addition, to keep in our memories, we already have a hoodie and a shirt with our class name and AAS icon thereon. Looks cool yeah :P Hopefully our friendship will be last forever...

Above (left-right): putri, mas cahya, mas agus, simon, mba wulan, mas tohari, puji, thariq
Below: rizki, pandu, cahyo, mas bram, me, novi, mas danang

6-7th week: Battles before Deserving a Holiday

Yeaaa...I am writing this post in my early holiday. During the last two weeks of my course in IALF, I would say that it was not that easy to pass through because I had to pass the third practice test in week 6, as well as do the IELTS pre-test and submit my 500-word essay draft in week 7.

The practice test was going like the previous, but I felt unfocused during the listening session and it resulted in a remained constant score compared to my preceding. Similarly, I thought that my writing also showed a decrease huhuhu. But, at least it was over right? and hopefully there will be an improvement since then. Moreover, as days went by, I also realized that I should regularly practice for the task 1 writing, I think it's getting harder now with a variety of the questions and thus the sample answers.

How about the pre-test? Honestly, I did no preparation for this one. But, surprisingly it made me feel relax during the test. I just tried to enjoy doing the listening and reading tests. Hehehe, so it might be true that doing something for pleasure could benefit more.

Lastly, the essay assignment, which I initially thought as a hard one, was ended up. I should admit that I really enjoy the writing and the research but not for the short time-limit. It was stressful to finish reading the journals, making the annotated bibliography and also writing the essay in the given time. But, one thing I thereby learned is that having an adequated annotated bibliography would definitely help you easily and quickly accomplishing the writing. I proved it. Thus, it becomes a good bridging into my future assignments in uni, in sya Allah. And alhamdulillah I got a good feedback from my teacher yet "there are still a few structural problems in the first and second main bodies" he said. It will be my another homework for the rest of the holiday because it may be too early to revise right now. Hope the holiday could be a refreshment before starting the second half of the course. :)